...but nobody wants to die
La desgracia de vivir,el miedo a morir, la realidad de una mentira la verdad de el ser, lo falso de la comunicacion,la mente echada a perder, el cuerpo sin uso una vez mas,el ser sin vida sin llegar aya. soy sin ser pero sin ser no soy,soy yo pero que mas puedo ser? wind blowing through my mind...finding the paradise lost has been a joby not a job, how i�ve left my spirit of desire... along with my inner child...death is afraid of no one so we�re all afraid of her, life�s been our terrible nightmare for we�re all alive and our thoughts start to fall... the trees, outside the window wich keeps us inside, are outside this or any other wall. listen to nothing outside my world but i feel everything wich has no importance there, i havn�t been there �cause im real i�ve seen my life through a small tube wich directs to the outside where the wind blows where the sun shines where you can see hear and feel everything on your mind where your biggest fantasy is to know what you fear the most so you wont be afraid of it anymore.....im trapped in a jail where each decision kills my life not because it does but because i don know anything else to do so it can
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� WE lost my FLAME Colors in my table Corners of my mind Colors filled with gas It�s good My emotions too Brain is dead Thinking confiscated Colors fill my mind with empty gas And I don�t like what the weather is bringing forth And I wouldn�t want the table turning this way And say is all lost I�ve been lost And I don�t like what the weather�s bringing forth It could be deadly rain, or hurtful Could have seen a raisin in the sun � Colors in my table Corners of my mind Colors fill my mind with empty gas |
� Storm Constantly look for my time Finding not enough to make something Just for a while, just for a while� I�ll probably make it� Back home, back into my, back into my� Long terms of distruption Don�t expect to find me in my mind. Just for a while� Don�t expect to find me for a while. Long highway, stray at night Finding not enough to get somewhere Just for now� Not enough to make up, for my time Just for this time� I�ll probably make it back home, back home back into my, back into my Long terms of Distruption (got my mind in, got my mind in) Don�t expect to find me in Long terms of distruption (from the inside, from the inside) Oooooooooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttttttttttttt Not in my mind���������� ��not in my mind������� out not in my mind�..storm xoxox again |
� ON THE BOARD reaction to one, hence separation from� go, star, feelings� north meaning, identity, experience power, control, intimate relationships good, star, stream� values cause, of control�conectedness� emotional excess of control� identity�identity off road, down 20� |
CONSTITUTED RADIO FLAG
21 days between thoughts
Mind is running with inflammable fuel
And the bread I take has no taste anymore
Longer than I can, I�ve gone
Hung on the end of your meaningless song
RED was the color that made me fall for you
And the pain I suffered I saw in blue
How different feelings are thought when you feel them
Hold on to your cup, don�t spill the coffee
Waves in the air, electronic engineering
Of all those sights and sounds of the past
I can�t get you clearly
Pick up the transmission
And my mind is on, and my mind is off
And my spirit is gone, and gone, I�m gone
White when my thoughts think of nothing but you
Blue when I feel the truth coming
How different feelings are felt when you think them
Hold on, don�t spill the coffee
And my mind is on
Don�t want my spirit turned off
Looked for a soul within my reception
Constituted upon a scale
Now
I�m
Gone�.
AGAINST CHEVY �97
The boy listens to the birds, rolls down the window
Feels the breeze, smells the stench
Of his pitiful home
Yet sister so glad, playing in the back seat
Drives him crazy, cant stand the thought no more�
Night once again, mommy brings out the covers
Dogs bark outside the doors�
Cat on the roof, broken rearviewmirror,
Can�t quite catch what�s going on
And once more boy sits up in front of the wheel, while the stars shine and sparkle
He curses his life out
Doesn�t realize�
And that�s all I�ve got, I wont give it up
Part of my happiness, all of it gone
I won�t realize, I�m part of this
Life is what makes me, should do like she�
And I�m against my Chevy-home, doesn�t matter where.
UGLY DUCKLING You look so funny upon the wall Ugly duckling keep you apart But you�re so different You�re so coherent You�re so excellent You�re so different from what I am What I wanted to be you�re the same Now take car, now take care I�m afraid, I�m afraid Ugly duckling why you seem so sad? You look so funny upon the wall Ugly duckling keep your smile I�m sorry if I leave you, bye, bye, bye But you�re so different You�re so coherent You�re so excellent You�re so different from what I am What I wanted to be you�re the same Now take car, now take care I�m afraid, I�m afraid �
� 1997 Volvo 3